sooo, we looked at a place last night. And took it. That's right folks... despite all of the internal warnings, all of the advice from trusted friends and family, everything everyone's saying... I'm giving him another chance, and moving in with the fucker.
we start moving things on Monday.
I went and picked him up at 5:35 this morning... he'd been up for almost 48 hours straight, and was beyond messed up. And I still love him...
Why in the world do people drown out their pain instead of experiencing it?? I mean, how bad can it really be?? and how can you love someone who hurts you so badly??
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Friday, January 12, 2007
today...
nothing ever really changes. You live the same thing over and over again, because the way you experience it is so uniquely you. You experience life through your eyes, your emotions, your perceptions. Therefore everything is just a degree of emotion, and the various combinations are what creates experience. I am very much in tune with my emotions, and they are becoming familiar to me. Like, knowing a house after living in it all your life... my body is my house, and my brain is my temple... and I am learning to be comfortable with that. It's enlightening.
Friday, January 05, 2007
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